all I really want to do is surf. and keep doing creative things that I love. talk only to people I adore. be with people I like or love. be in places that are real. the rest --- I don't know, stay far from me please. I've been very dismissive and rude (well snotty)I hate socializing. yesterday I told someone off (my grandmother's wake has been grueling), I said I only talk to people I like. and walked away.(in my head, I imagined slicing his head off with a samurai sword, today he didn't go near me! thank god!) that's why I grew my hair out so I can cover my face when it's too dark to wear sunglasses. I always look forward or the opposite direction, to avoid all possible contact.
paradise is privacy, some isolation and making a choice about it, to hell to 'obligations', I'm so moving out (to the beach, I hope)!!!!
U2 - sunday bloody sunday
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wow, Mel... I hope I NEVER get on your bad side...
wow, Mel... I hope I NEVER get on your bad side...
won't happen e! never!
ha ha! it's the culture and religion out here.
I have lived in a number of places, and it is only here that I have encountered such people.
I don't put up with liars, manipulators, users, and judgemental people. people who don't understand personal paradise and try to take mine.
I have not killed anyone except erased them in my books.
why do you think I'm always posting? I have no one to talk to out here. well I do have a few friends. very very few. and I love them to death.
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